a traprock ridge near home
You were invisible as I watched my step
on tricky traprock, climbing along narrow
ravines thick with oak and beech, breathing hard
as I reached the ridge. Dazzled by the view
of valley, city, and salt water from your cliff-edge
chin and high hip, the notion of chest, arms
and legs seemed an extravagance,
a figment of metaphor. Turkey vultures
circled on thermals searching for delicious
death, but their graceful flight was all I knew.
Driving north from New Haven one afternoon,
I saw you, three miles from head to foot,
lying on your back and fast asleep, the clear
outline of your body exposing my Lilliputian
myopia, the failed reality of our relationship
when the trails brought me close among the hemlocks
and hardwoods, and along the jagged windswept
ledges where I imagined I knew you.
I now walk quietly, knowing that the spirit
Kiehtan drowsed you into deep, stony sleep for rowdy
behavior moving rivers, causing floods,
and gorging yourself on the people’s oysters.
In this moment of soft spring air
it’s as believable as the violent upwelling of molten
earth two hundred million years ago
and then tedious eons of cooling and erosion.
You’ve shown me there is more
than one way of looking, that one size never fits all.
A century ago, quarrymen exploded your head,
crushed the indomitable stone and carted it away
to build the roads which bring me easily
into your colossal presence. My heart knows
they stopped for fear their blasting would awaken
you in anger to uproot trees and rip up soil,
again altering the course of waters with the whole
country trembling at your laborious rise.
I unwind and slowly climb the muscular, angular,
slope of your slumbering body. I feel your pine
scented breath as I breathe. Your human shape
has kept these woods, left you protector
of pileated woodpeckers, salamanders, wood frogs,
Christmas fern, foxes, deer, and flowers
from bloodroot in March to September’s asters.
Rest well, snooze away as awe and wonder awaken
a hiker’s ordinary days and keep you alive
in a landscape created in our own image.